Hello All,
I wanted to use this Blob post to further describe some information that recently went out in our Newsletter. You all know by now that all of us here try to continually bring you the best in terms of programming, equipment, information, etc, all of which takes place within the walls of 18 Maple Ct. In an effort to expand some of the activities that we offer here and get people active away from CPC Headquarters, I have come up with CPC Subscriber Outings.
Our outings will be quarterly at the bare minimum, so at least 4 times a year I will plan something for all of us to go out and do. Some initial ideas for the outings have been zip lining, hiking, rafting, rock climbing (indoor), etc. If any of you have other ideas, please feel free to let me know. If there is something that you have always wanted to do but haven't, tell me, I'll do the leg work and try to get a group together, get some discounted rates, and we'll go give whatever it is a shot.
Our first outing will be coming up on October 3rd. We will be going to The Adventure Part at Storrs. I've put a link to the parks website so that you can get an idea of what they do, but we will be headed down there to have some fun on the morning/afternoon of the 3rd. The adventure begins at 10:30 but our group needs to be there at 10:00 for a safety briefing. We can plan for about 4 hours, 3 of which will be climbing and doing all that they have to offer, there will be a break where we can have lunch and rest for a little. Lunch is not provided but we are welcome to bring something or order food while there. Cost for each person is $40 which is about $12 off regular rates, so we got a pretty good deal. I will need your money by Thursday next week in order to save our spot that day. Friends, family, and children (over 7) are welcomed. For those that do participate, Bill at Center Square Grille has kindly offered to give us a little deal for after the day of climbing, a burger, fries, and a pint of your choice all for $10! Doesn't get much better! Let me know if you're in.
Let's get out there and have some fun! Keep your eyes pealed for the next outing coming your way in a few month.
Wednesday, September 9, 2015
Friday, August 7, 2015
Guest Blog -- Bill Lodi
Little did I know the evening of July 21st, Tuesday night would be the beginning of the end for my first attempt at an Ironman. I came home after work and headed out for my easy 5-mile run. The run felt great. Better than most of my runs as I was able to run them at sub 9s within HR. After the run, I set up my bike on the trainer and planned an easy 90-minute spin while watching the Tour on my DVR.
That's when it all started. I went from a very good run to having zero energy in my legs while spinning on the trainer. I was in a VERY EASY gear and within 30 seconds I stopped. It was a feeling I can't describe...my legs couldn't produce squat. I got right off, packed up the bike and decided to rest up for tomorrow night’s MP ride/run and the next morning’s perimeter swim.
I took a shower, and as soon as I got out my entire stomach started to cramp. Not on and off cramps but just one giant cramp. I thought uh oh!!! I was on and off the toilet a few times and after some vicious dry-heaving I was on the floor. I was so weak and didn't even have the energy to lift a finger. I told Renee I honestly felt like I was dying, and my hand just collapsed against the counted, and Renee said I stopped breathing. As I came to Renee wanted to take me to the hospital but me being stupid was thinking it was just a bad stomach bug going around, and I just had to make it thru the night.
After 5-6 hours on the floor, I finally got to the bedroom and the next day the pain was tolerable. It still hurt a lot but not as much as the night before, so I thought I made it thru the hard part. Spending the day in bed and sipping on Gatorade that night brought back enough pain to get me to go to the hospital so off we went around 11:30 that night.
That night was the longest night of my life. I was in terrible pain and sat in the ER waiting room for just over 8 hours. The pain was so bad I finally got myself into a wheelchair and had Renee push me around when they called me in for reassessment. When I finally got called into triage, it was another 2+ hours until I finally got an IV, but I was happy enough to be in bed at that point. I also received the only pain meds my entire stay in the hospital. They slow down the healing process so as long as I could tolerate the pain I wasn't going to take them. My stomach was so distended that I looked pregnant.
After numerous tests, a CT scan and a ton of questions from countless staff I was finally admitted on 7 PM on Thursday night. My first time admitted to a hospital.
I had so many ups and downs during the next ten days being in that hospital room. Fevers up and down. Not being able to keep down the first attempt at liquids which resulted in receiving an NG tube. I had woke up that night and quickly asked Renee get me something quick - quick! The only thing she could find was this little plastic tray that I just shot everything over. I could hear Irene, my PCT running to get me a bag. Too late, I was already covered. After a quick change, the next day I got the tube. The WORST experience of my life. Delly, my nurse for that procedure, was GREAT!!! If there's one thing, I've got it's a powerful gag reflex. Once again covered in vomit. It felt so bad I asked her to take it out. She said she couldn't once it was in and did a phenomenal job calming me down. When I finally was calm, and I told her I was good that I think I'd be okay, she told me it had to go in further. For the last part, I just controlled my breathing as she slowly pushed it further in. What a horrible feeling! And the worst, I couldn't drink ANYTHING while I had the tube. That would be nothing for two days.
During my days there I did my best to get myself better. I put myself on a schedule that had me walking about nine times during the day and three times during the night. Sleep was not cutting it, and when I felt nauseous at night, I would get up and walk. Of course, my IV pole had one bad wheel so you could hear me coming especially during those 1 AM and 230AM strolls.
One night as I was walking my loop around 2 AM I was passing the waiting room. The corridors were dark and quiet and in the waiting room was a stretcher. The blankets on the stretcher looked as though they were covering a body, and there was a shopping bag hanging from the right foot. As I slowly got past the windows, I stopped and slowly backed up to see what I was looking at. I squinted my eyes and turned and headed toward the door so I could make my way into the waiting room. After one step, I changed my mind after having a Halloween 2 moment in my head and made my way back to my room. When I did my next loop a couple hours later, the stretcher was gone.
After two days having the NG tube in it was time to try taking it out and try clear liquids again. I asked if I don't do well does it go back in and they said yes. I didn't want that, so I got permission to take the clears with the tube in with it pinched off. It went well, but I was so nervous I had more dreams I was puking and woke up in cold sweats. Luckily I didn't, and the tube finally came out...which was so much easier than going in.
During my week, my temp would be perfect during the day but always seemed to go up to 99-100 at night. On Wednesday evening, it spiked to 102.7 which resulted in immediate responses from my nurse and doctors. This would result in another CT scan and portable chest x-ray. After the CT scan, they spotted the abscess and decided it needed to be drained.
Day 9: the morning my drain was going in. During my stay there I knew there was no chance I'd be healthy in time to race at IMMT but I never gave up hope. Even the morning I woke up knowing I was going to get the drain. I told people the race was off but inside I wouldn't let myself believe it. I would walk those corridors and keep telling myself it's not over - you can beat this! When the doctor spoke to me that morning about the drain and said I could be in the hospital for another week, that was the moment I lost all hope. It was the first time I had to fight back tears. It took nine days to do it, but it finally happened. It was the first moment I turned my head on my pillow and couldn't look at my doctors. I wasn't mad at them I was just depressed like never before. My answers now to the doctor were just yes or no. My hopes were shattered. When Renee left to get cleaned up and come back for the operation due at 10 am I got up and walked more loops. I was depressed, but I couldn't lay in bed. I had to walk and get back that hope. At 8:45 am, they already had me on a stretcher to take me back to CT for the operation.
When I got there, the tech said I looked nervous and to relax it would be over quick. I told her I wasn't nervous; I was extremely mellow. I was more intrigued by what they'd be doing than nervous. During the operation they gave me an initial injection followed by a muscle relaxer and local anesthetic. I was lying on my stomach, and the doctor made his way to the abscess via my upper left glute. The only time I felt anything was when he reached the abscess that resulted in a small jolt. I was back up to my room by 10 am about two minutes before Renee got back. I was outside on the stretcher, and she thought perfect timing they're just taking you down when I told he nope - they just finished.
The operation went well, and the result was the draining of a light pinkish fluid. Walking around with this thing is a real pain-in-the-ass. Pinning it to my clothes and being careful when I move around sucks but the next day (Day 10) I finally got the ok to go home. It was a little bittersweet, but at least I'd be home. Going in I was 178lbs, leaving I was 164lbs.
They couldn't put an exact cause of what happened. What we do know: My body's defenses were low from hard training, but the blood tests showed I wasn't severely dehydrated. There was a stomach bug going around and when the symptoms first hit it felt like a bug. In my opinion, I got hit with a bug at the worst possible time, and it took over my body. All my organs except for my brain, heart and lungs stopped getting oxygen. I was dying. My large intestine took a big hit and had a small rupture that caused my body to react and caused the abscess.
My thoughts on everything that happened: When I signed up for the Ironman I made a decision I wanted to do the best I could do. My previous years training I trained hard, but I followed my plan. I still left time for fun as I love to do many things, and I love my summers. I decided starting December 1st the next months would be dedicated to IMMT. I would dedicate all of my free time toward this race. I wanted to put all my eggs in this one basket; it was my own little Vision Quest. I knew it would be hard, and the dedication would be difficult, but I was determined. This was the year and after this I would cut back and make sure I left time for all the other things I love to do.
The winter program was awesome. I built up a very strong core using Sarah's program. When the program ended March 1st, I was going to hire a coach and become a better swimmer. My swims would no longer be done in 10 minutes. It was amazing how much faster I got when I focused on hard work. I loved not only swimming but creating 1-hour swim workouts that would accumulate 3000 yds.
Hiring Mary as a coach was great. She had me doing HR workouts, and I loved them. I'm not a huge fan of long bike rides, but I knew I had to get used to longer rides for the race. Longer than I was used to. It was amazing when I'd have an 80-mile ride and think YES!!! Only 80 miles!!! If the weather were too hot, I would cut them back a bit because I knew getting to the race was just as important as training for the race. And as working hard was a definite goal...killing myself was not. I did my best to listen to my body and rest when I needed it.
Thinking back about my training I'm sure I did everything right with fueling and hydrating, and I have no regrets. When I decide to train for another Ironman, I won't go at it as hard. Not because I didn't like the training because I did, and I loved all the people I trained with BUT I don't want to miss out on my other passions. Hiking, golfing, going to the beach, relaxing during vacations, bike rides with Renee, Newport, Video Games (Yes, Video Games), etc. I know you can do these things when training for an Ironman but not at the level that I like to enjoy them.
It'll be a long slow recovery back to where I was, but I know I'll get there. As disappointed as I am that I won't make the race I will still enjoy very much rooting for all of my friends. This is the first time I have ever experienced a setback like this but as bad as it got I kept fighting trying to get better.
As crazy as it sounds I still haven't given up hope on IMMT. I know it's nearly impossible but without hope why bother. Hope keeps us going. It gives us inspiration and drive. I'll never give up hope completely even when the door slams in my face. I'll just find another one!!! And as sad as I’ll be not being able to race I’ll be happier to see my friends finish, especially the first timers like I was supposed to be.
Final thought: It is possible what put me in the hospital was simply the over-training. It is possible that my body just couldn’t handle it. It is also possible there was another contributing factor. In my opinion, the smart thing to do would be alter my training the next time I train for a full. Whether or not there was or wasn’t a contributing factor without knowing for sure it would be best to assume there wasn’t and look into an alternate training plan that would be less taxing on my body. Back off on those really hot days and try to schedule around them or just cut back the workouts. Who knows, if I cut back and do it right I may come back stronger.
In the end, people will form their opinions as to what happened, and that’s ok. I know I fueled and hydrated during before and after my workouts and kept hydrated on my off days. I know I worked my body hard, but I felt good up until that night. I followed my plan and cut it back when I felt like I needed to. I will always believe there was another contributing factor that acted as a catalyst to what happened. Above everything though maintaining a healthy body is most important because without that then why do it? So I'll be taking some time to recover fully and take a couple nice restful vacations.
"OUR GREATEST GLORY IS NOT IN NEVER FALLING BUT IN RISING EVERY TIME WE FALL" - CONFUCIOUS
That's when it all started. I went from a very good run to having zero energy in my legs while spinning on the trainer. I was in a VERY EASY gear and within 30 seconds I stopped. It was a feeling I can't describe...my legs couldn't produce squat. I got right off, packed up the bike and decided to rest up for tomorrow night’s MP ride/run and the next morning’s perimeter swim.
I took a shower, and as soon as I got out my entire stomach started to cramp. Not on and off cramps but just one giant cramp. I thought uh oh!!! I was on and off the toilet a few times and after some vicious dry-heaving I was on the floor. I was so weak and didn't even have the energy to lift a finger. I told Renee I honestly felt like I was dying, and my hand just collapsed against the counted, and Renee said I stopped breathing. As I came to Renee wanted to take me to the hospital but me being stupid was thinking it was just a bad stomach bug going around, and I just had to make it thru the night.
After 5-6 hours on the floor, I finally got to the bedroom and the next day the pain was tolerable. It still hurt a lot but not as much as the night before, so I thought I made it thru the hard part. Spending the day in bed and sipping on Gatorade that night brought back enough pain to get me to go to the hospital so off we went around 11:30 that night.
That night was the longest night of my life. I was in terrible pain and sat in the ER waiting room for just over 8 hours. The pain was so bad I finally got myself into a wheelchair and had Renee push me around when they called me in for reassessment. When I finally got called into triage, it was another 2+ hours until I finally got an IV, but I was happy enough to be in bed at that point. I also received the only pain meds my entire stay in the hospital. They slow down the healing process so as long as I could tolerate the pain I wasn't going to take them. My stomach was so distended that I looked pregnant.
After numerous tests, a CT scan and a ton of questions from countless staff I was finally admitted on 7 PM on Thursday night. My first time admitted to a hospital.
I had so many ups and downs during the next ten days being in that hospital room. Fevers up and down. Not being able to keep down the first attempt at liquids which resulted in receiving an NG tube. I had woke up that night and quickly asked Renee get me something quick - quick! The only thing she could find was this little plastic tray that I just shot everything over. I could hear Irene, my PCT running to get me a bag. Too late, I was already covered. After a quick change, the next day I got the tube. The WORST experience of my life. Delly, my nurse for that procedure, was GREAT!!! If there's one thing, I've got it's a powerful gag reflex. Once again covered in vomit. It felt so bad I asked her to take it out. She said she couldn't once it was in and did a phenomenal job calming me down. When I finally was calm, and I told her I was good that I think I'd be okay, she told me it had to go in further. For the last part, I just controlled my breathing as she slowly pushed it further in. What a horrible feeling! And the worst, I couldn't drink ANYTHING while I had the tube. That would be nothing for two days.
During my days there I did my best to get myself better. I put myself on a schedule that had me walking about nine times during the day and three times during the night. Sleep was not cutting it, and when I felt nauseous at night, I would get up and walk. Of course, my IV pole had one bad wheel so you could hear me coming especially during those 1 AM and 230AM strolls.
One night as I was walking my loop around 2 AM I was passing the waiting room. The corridors were dark and quiet and in the waiting room was a stretcher. The blankets on the stretcher looked as though they were covering a body, and there was a shopping bag hanging from the right foot. As I slowly got past the windows, I stopped and slowly backed up to see what I was looking at. I squinted my eyes and turned and headed toward the door so I could make my way into the waiting room. After one step, I changed my mind after having a Halloween 2 moment in my head and made my way back to my room. When I did my next loop a couple hours later, the stretcher was gone.
After two days having the NG tube in it was time to try taking it out and try clear liquids again. I asked if I don't do well does it go back in and they said yes. I didn't want that, so I got permission to take the clears with the tube in with it pinched off. It went well, but I was so nervous I had more dreams I was puking and woke up in cold sweats. Luckily I didn't, and the tube finally came out...which was so much easier than going in.
During my week, my temp would be perfect during the day but always seemed to go up to 99-100 at night. On Wednesday evening, it spiked to 102.7 which resulted in immediate responses from my nurse and doctors. This would result in another CT scan and portable chest x-ray. After the CT scan, they spotted the abscess and decided it needed to be drained.
Day 9: the morning my drain was going in. During my stay there I knew there was no chance I'd be healthy in time to race at IMMT but I never gave up hope. Even the morning I woke up knowing I was going to get the drain. I told people the race was off but inside I wouldn't let myself believe it. I would walk those corridors and keep telling myself it's not over - you can beat this! When the doctor spoke to me that morning about the drain and said I could be in the hospital for another week, that was the moment I lost all hope. It was the first time I had to fight back tears. It took nine days to do it, but it finally happened. It was the first moment I turned my head on my pillow and couldn't look at my doctors. I wasn't mad at them I was just depressed like never before. My answers now to the doctor were just yes or no. My hopes were shattered. When Renee left to get cleaned up and come back for the operation due at 10 am I got up and walked more loops. I was depressed, but I couldn't lay in bed. I had to walk and get back that hope. At 8:45 am, they already had me on a stretcher to take me back to CT for the operation.
When I got there, the tech said I looked nervous and to relax it would be over quick. I told her I wasn't nervous; I was extremely mellow. I was more intrigued by what they'd be doing than nervous. During the operation they gave me an initial injection followed by a muscle relaxer and local anesthetic. I was lying on my stomach, and the doctor made his way to the abscess via my upper left glute. The only time I felt anything was when he reached the abscess that resulted in a small jolt. I was back up to my room by 10 am about two minutes before Renee got back. I was outside on the stretcher, and she thought perfect timing they're just taking you down when I told he nope - they just finished.
The operation went well, and the result was the draining of a light pinkish fluid. Walking around with this thing is a real pain-in-the-ass. Pinning it to my clothes and being careful when I move around sucks but the next day (Day 10) I finally got the ok to go home. It was a little bittersweet, but at least I'd be home. Going in I was 178lbs, leaving I was 164lbs.
They couldn't put an exact cause of what happened. What we do know: My body's defenses were low from hard training, but the blood tests showed I wasn't severely dehydrated. There was a stomach bug going around and when the symptoms first hit it felt like a bug. In my opinion, I got hit with a bug at the worst possible time, and it took over my body. All my organs except for my brain, heart and lungs stopped getting oxygen. I was dying. My large intestine took a big hit and had a small rupture that caused my body to react and caused the abscess.
My thoughts on everything that happened: When I signed up for the Ironman I made a decision I wanted to do the best I could do. My previous years training I trained hard, but I followed my plan. I still left time for fun as I love to do many things, and I love my summers. I decided starting December 1st the next months would be dedicated to IMMT. I would dedicate all of my free time toward this race. I wanted to put all my eggs in this one basket; it was my own little Vision Quest. I knew it would be hard, and the dedication would be difficult, but I was determined. This was the year and after this I would cut back and make sure I left time for all the other things I love to do.
The winter program was awesome. I built up a very strong core using Sarah's program. When the program ended March 1st, I was going to hire a coach and become a better swimmer. My swims would no longer be done in 10 minutes. It was amazing how much faster I got when I focused on hard work. I loved not only swimming but creating 1-hour swim workouts that would accumulate 3000 yds.
Hiring Mary as a coach was great. She had me doing HR workouts, and I loved them. I'm not a huge fan of long bike rides, but I knew I had to get used to longer rides for the race. Longer than I was used to. It was amazing when I'd have an 80-mile ride and think YES!!! Only 80 miles!!! If the weather were too hot, I would cut them back a bit because I knew getting to the race was just as important as training for the race. And as working hard was a definite goal...killing myself was not. I did my best to listen to my body and rest when I needed it.
Thinking back about my training I'm sure I did everything right with fueling and hydrating, and I have no regrets. When I decide to train for another Ironman, I won't go at it as hard. Not because I didn't like the training because I did, and I loved all the people I trained with BUT I don't want to miss out on my other passions. Hiking, golfing, going to the beach, relaxing during vacations, bike rides with Renee, Newport, Video Games (Yes, Video Games), etc. I know you can do these things when training for an Ironman but not at the level that I like to enjoy them.
It'll be a long slow recovery back to where I was, but I know I'll get there. As disappointed as I am that I won't make the race I will still enjoy very much rooting for all of my friends. This is the first time I have ever experienced a setback like this but as bad as it got I kept fighting trying to get better.
As crazy as it sounds I still haven't given up hope on IMMT. I know it's nearly impossible but without hope why bother. Hope keeps us going. It gives us inspiration and drive. I'll never give up hope completely even when the door slams in my face. I'll just find another one!!! And as sad as I’ll be not being able to race I’ll be happier to see my friends finish, especially the first timers like I was supposed to be.
Final thought: It is possible what put me in the hospital was simply the over-training. It is possible that my body just couldn’t handle it. It is also possible there was another contributing factor. In my opinion, the smart thing to do would be alter my training the next time I train for a full. Whether or not there was or wasn’t a contributing factor without knowing for sure it would be best to assume there wasn’t and look into an alternate training plan that would be less taxing on my body. Back off on those really hot days and try to schedule around them or just cut back the workouts. Who knows, if I cut back and do it right I may come back stronger.
In the end, people will form their opinions as to what happened, and that’s ok. I know I fueled and hydrated during before and after my workouts and kept hydrated on my off days. I know I worked my body hard, but I felt good up until that night. I followed my plan and cut it back when I felt like I needed to. I will always believe there was another contributing factor that acted as a catalyst to what happened. Above everything though maintaining a healthy body is most important because without that then why do it? So I'll be taking some time to recover fully and take a couple nice restful vacations.
"OUR GREATEST GLORY IS NOT IN NEVER FALLING BUT IN RISING EVERY TIME WE FALL" - CONFUCIOUS
Friday, July 31, 2015
If you want to smile, you have to stop thinking about yourself
My day-to-day life is crazy. I am constantly trying to balance everything so that I may continue to kick ass at CPC and also lead a "normal" life outside of work but always seem to be thrown a curve ball. Stress is not something I am a stranger to. When I decided to open a business, I knew I was going to be stressed and have to pay my dues.
Tomorrow I ride with some friends. I will be joining a few thousand riders this weekend in the Pan Mass Challenge - a 192 bike ride to raise money for the Dana-Farber Cancer Research facility. I went out for a ride yesterday afternoon just to make sure my bike was working how I wanted and as I peeled away from the mountain of work I had in front of me, and my mind began spinning with the 1000 other things I should be doing with that 45 minutes, I began to smile. Some of the happiest times in my life are making OTHER people smile. It brings me pure joy to do it. Truly. Whether it is getting them a creative gift, sending them a handwritten note, doing something they can't (like riding a bike for those battling cancer), swinging a hammer to build a house, collecting food and supplies for those devastated by Mother Nature -- it doesn't matter. None of the times I have volunteered has been ideal for me personally or professionally, but I do it because it is not about me. It's about doing something for someone else because you can.
There are many different ways to approach it. Pay it forward, random acts of kindness whatever it may be. If we all start to act a lot more selfless vs. selfish, we will all benefit. We will all be less stressed, smile a whole hell of a lot more and have each others backs. I know I don't do any of this perfectly but for the next 72 hours. I'll be riding my bike because I am physically able, and it is going to make a difference. That pile of work is still going to be there on Monday morning.
-- Sully
Tomorrow I ride with some friends. I will be joining a few thousand riders this weekend in the Pan Mass Challenge - a 192 bike ride to raise money for the Dana-Farber Cancer Research facility. I went out for a ride yesterday afternoon just to make sure my bike was working how I wanted and as I peeled away from the mountain of work I had in front of me, and my mind began spinning with the 1000 other things I should be doing with that 45 minutes, I began to smile. Some of the happiest times in my life are making OTHER people smile. It brings me pure joy to do it. Truly. Whether it is getting them a creative gift, sending them a handwritten note, doing something they can't (like riding a bike for those battling cancer), swinging a hammer to build a house, collecting food and supplies for those devastated by Mother Nature -- it doesn't matter. None of the times I have volunteered has been ideal for me personally or professionally, but I do it because it is not about me. It's about doing something for someone else because you can.
There are many different ways to approach it. Pay it forward, random acts of kindness whatever it may be. If we all start to act a lot more selfless vs. selfish, we will all benefit. We will all be less stressed, smile a whole hell of a lot more and have each others backs. I know I don't do any of this perfectly but for the next 72 hours. I'll be riding my bike because I am physically able, and it is going to make a difference. That pile of work is still going to be there on Monday morning.
-- Sully
Thursday, July 30, 2015
You Do You
“Your biggest challenge isn't someone else; it's the ache in your lungs, the burning in your legs, and the voice inside you that yells, "Can't" But you don't listen, you push harder. You hear the voice whisper "Can," and you discover that the person you thought you were is no match for the one you are.” -Unknown
One of the biggest factors that can interrupt fitness or life, in general, is competition. A lot of the times it is drilled into people’s minds that they need to be better than the person they are up against. While competition is a dynamic aspect to life, it can backfire. Competition can shy people away from even getting into a gym because the competition seems too intimidating. Be open to failure, not closed to trying. On the contrary, competition can push someone to injury by trying to keep up with the guy next to them. Be motivated, not presumptuous. Instead of always challenging yourself against someone else, focus on the competition within yourself. Focus on being better than who you were yesterday. Not just physically, but mentally. Challenge your body, your mind, your character. Fitness is a very personal thing, so it should be treated accordingly. Everyone has a different body, goal, expectation, or training style. The distraction of others can cause us to lose what we stand for or believe in. We begin only to see ourselves in comparison to others around us. Let others be that motivation and push, but never your reason for thinking you “can or can’t” do something. Be faster, be stronger, work harder, eat healthier than YOU did yesterday.
Everyone is after a different goal; instead of trying to chase someone else’s go out and achieve your own.
- Amber
One of the biggest factors that can interrupt fitness or life, in general, is competition. A lot of the times it is drilled into people’s minds that they need to be better than the person they are up against. While competition is a dynamic aspect to life, it can backfire. Competition can shy people away from even getting into a gym because the competition seems too intimidating. Be open to failure, not closed to trying. On the contrary, competition can push someone to injury by trying to keep up with the guy next to them. Be motivated, not presumptuous. Instead of always challenging yourself against someone else, focus on the competition within yourself. Focus on being better than who you were yesterday. Not just physically, but mentally. Challenge your body, your mind, your character. Fitness is a very personal thing, so it should be treated accordingly. Everyone has a different body, goal, expectation, or training style. The distraction of others can cause us to lose what we stand for or believe in. We begin only to see ourselves in comparison to others around us. Let others be that motivation and push, but never your reason for thinking you “can or can’t” do something. Be faster, be stronger, work harder, eat healthier than YOU did yesterday.
Everyone is after a different goal; instead of trying to chase someone else’s go out and achieve your own.
- Amber
Wednesday, July 22, 2015
Kolhrabi - What the heck is that?!
As many of you
know Mike’s away on vacation. He has generously passed on to me his weekly CSA
pick up while he is away and even gave me a few items this past week. Today’s
blog isn’t about Mike’s generosity, even though I’m pretty pumped to get fresh,
locally grown veggies for the next 2 weeks. Today’s blog isn’t even about the
ability, we as consumers have to support local farmers.
My blog today is
about a curious item I received with in the CSA pick up. Kohlrabi. I’d like to
say that I had knew what it was and what it looked like when Mike said he was
leaving it for me, but I couldn’t. In fact my initial reaction was, “What the
heck is that?”. Mike shrugged and told me to shred it and put it in coleslaw.
Wanting a better idea of what I was receiving and how I could do something
other than a slaw I immediately did a Google search for recipes and origin.
The unknown of
CSA is what makes pick up day so much fun. You can receive everything from a
very common zucchini to an uncommon Kohlrabi. The uncommon items encourage you
to learn more about your food. Creativity is a must to use the items in a
delicious combination or creation of your own.
For those of you
that are unfamiliar with Kohlrabi as I was, a quick Google search taught me
that it’s a member of the cabbage family; known as a German Cabbage. Kohl is
German for “Cabbage”. Who knew? (It brings a whole new meaning when you go
shopping at Kohl’s. Just saying.) Kohlrabi can be eaten raw or cooked after the
outer skin has been peeled. The bulb tastes similar taste to that of broccoli
stems and the leaves can be substituted for collards or kale. Waste not; want
not.
Along with my
“extensive” search I found a recipe for Kohlrabi and Carrot Fritters. The
recipe require some hands on time, but the end product will be one that I know enjoy
making and eating from start to finish. Below is the recipe and the blog site I
found it at.
It is my hope
that as a result of my blog you set aside sometime to do one of the following…
1. Grab a
kohlrabi and start whipping up some NEW delicious recipes.
2. Pick up a NEW vegetable
at your local farmers market or from your CSA’s selection that causes you to
raise an eyebrow and wonder what you’d do with it. This is the BEST time of
year to experiment with local vegetables.
3. Look into
joining a CSA. Supporting local agriculture and knowing your food source
doesn’t get much easier. Plus it’s like Christmas every week!
Kohlrabi & Carrot Fritters with
Avocado Cream Sauce
Taken From: A
Couple That Cooks
Link: http://www.acouplecooks.com/2013/01/kohrabi-fritters-with-avocado/
What
You Need
· 2 kohlrabi
· 1 carrot
· 1 egg
· ¼ teaspoon
kosher salt
· ¼ teaspoon
cayenne
· ½ cup grapeseed
or vegetable oil (enough for ¼-inch depth in a large skillet) (I might even try coconut oil. -SK)
· ½ avocado
· ¼ cup plain
yogurt
· ½ lemon
· ¼ teaspoon
kosher salt
· Green onions
(for garnish)
What To Do
1. Cut the leaves
off the kohlrabi and peel the bulb. Peel 1 carrot. Shred the vegetables in a
food processor, or by hand using a grater. Squeeze the shredded vegetables in a
tea cloth (or with your hands) to remove moisture, then add to a medium bowl
with 1 egg, ¼ teaspoon kosher salt, and ¼ teaspoon cayenne. Mix to combine.
2. Place ½ cup oil
in a large skillet (enough for ¼-inch depth). Heat the oil over medium high
heat, then place small patties of the fritter mixture into the oil. Fry on one
side until browned, then fry on the other side. Remove and place on a plate
lined with a paper towel to drain excess oil.
3. In a small bowl,
mix ½ avocado, ¼ cup plain yogurt, juice from ½ lemon, and ¼ teaspoon kosher
salt to make the avocado cream (or blend the ingredients together in a food
processor).
4. Serve fritters
with avocado cream and sliced green onions.
Wednesday, July 8, 2015
#SheBelieves
It takes a lot for a team to win a championship game at any level, never mind the World Cup. This past Sunday the U.S. Women’s National Team didn’t just show up to play, they showed up to dominate. Aside from Lloyd’s hat trick making history, it says a lot to take a shot from midfield (and make it) as Lloyd did. In my opinion, talent isn’t what got the US 3 goals in the first 16 minutes of the game. That’s the result of heart and hustle. That’s the result of the desire that had been caged up for years spilling out. If a team sparks that kind of unity and focus the USWNT showed, anything is possible. The USWNT isn’t just made up of 23 individuals. It is made up of an unspoken agreement that every one of those 23 has each others back. The amount of field awareness, uniformity, confidence, and skill that has generated over the years throughout this program, and many other female programs, is undeniable. Women’s sports have prospered more than most would believe, and this is a great showing of that. Being a collegiate athlete, I have found myself in similar situations (clearly I’m no Tobin Heath or playing in the World Cup, but a girl can dream). I have seen what is needed for a team to connect. Throughout my years of playing on multiple teams, it has become easier and easier to identify the dynamics of a team. I was opened up to what was real and what was forced. Chemistry and togetherness are not always an easy or even achievable thing when dealing with some odd number of girls. But it is necessary. It takes a lot of sacrifice and selflessness, with a big dose of good old fashion ass kicking competition. Just as I believe any of the players from USWNT would attest to, winning is much more than a score. It knows that all of those hard days of practice and preparation have paid off. The degree of dedication, commitment, and passion may be different, but the dynamic is the same.
It is all the little things in between that create a victory; looking out for your teammates before yourself, applying your coaches constructive criticism instead of shaking your head at it, and putting in that extra time even when you’d love to Netflix binge like a normal human. The list could be endless. I believe it was their teamwork, attention to the little things, and their craving to prove themselves that got the USWNT where they are today. They dominated because they believed in each other. The amount of progress and growth of the game in its entirety is something that I feel is only going to continue to grow. Not just in professional soccer, but in all women’s sports. Their camaraderie and teamwork could be applied to just about anywhere.
Amber
It is all the little things in between that create a victory; looking out for your teammates before yourself, applying your coaches constructive criticism instead of shaking your head at it, and putting in that extra time even when you’d love to Netflix binge like a normal human. The list could be endless. I believe it was their teamwork, attention to the little things, and their craving to prove themselves that got the USWNT where they are today. They dominated because they believed in each other. The amount of progress and growth of the game in its entirety is something that I feel is only going to continue to grow. Not just in professional soccer, but in all women’s sports. Their camaraderie and teamwork could be applied to just about anywhere.
Amber
Wednesday, July 1, 2015
Sea2Summit Triathlon Race Report
If you had asked
me a week ago today how I felt about racing the Sea2Summit Triathlon my
response probably was met with a head shake and one word “Ridiculousness”. If
you ask me today how I felt about racing the S2S Triathlon I would tell you it
was absolutely amazing and everything I hoped it would be.
Here’s the break
down for those of you not in the know…
The S2S Triathlon
is a point, to point, to point Adventure Triathlon starting in South Berwick,
ME, ending at the TOP of Mount Washington. The swim is an out and back 1.5 mile
swim in the Piscataqua River. The Bike covers a 92+ mile self-guided course of
your choosing to Wildcat Ski Area in Pinkham Notch, NH. The race concludes with
a 5 mile run/hike to the summit of Mount Washington. The race requires a Sherpa
who is willing to clean up your transition area, throw everything into the car,
following you along your bike route passing along hydration and fuel, setting
up T2 in the Wildcat Parking lot, and meeting you at the Summit to drive you
back down.
When I heard
about it I thought that would be so cool! I thought this would be the perfect follow
up to the amazing season I had last year, but also allow me to do race without
pressure or an assumed set of expectation. The number of variables that could affect
the outcome were vast. I looked forward to the adventure when I registered in
January. Fast forward to last week I was silently regretting my decision and
hoping beyond hope that I had trained enough and that Mother Nature would be on
our side.
Race Day Saturday June 26th:
Wake up – 3:30; Start Race – 5:00am
It was an early
morning. The sun wasn’t up. I was using a headlamp to hurriedly set up
transition. I cursed my oversight on the dark lenses goggles I brought to swim
with. The tide was out and the muck was up to my ankles acting like a suction
cup every time I tried to take a step forward to the deeper water.
Swim: 39:19, Piscataqua River, No other
stats. I forgot to start my watch.
Despite the dark
lenses the ambient light made for a beautiful start to the swim and set the
tone for the day. Awesomeness. A light fog sat on the water making sighting the
first bouy challenging. It was a river swim so it would be too challenging,
just swim in a straight line down river. The water temperature was a pleasant
65-70*. The tide was out offering only a slight current to contend with. To be
honest I took the swim easy knowing the day ahead was going to be long and
hard. At one point I noticed a handful of guys walking instead of swimming.
Keeping in mind the tide was out I realized there would be some points of shallow
water. I decided to take a few steps as well but stupidly scraped my toe on a
few rocks and immediately went back to swimming.
At the end of the
swim there was more muck to deal with, wet suit removal, and an embankment to
climb up to get to an awaiting pair of sneakers for a short run to T1. Luckily
I had THE BEST Sherpa crew (Geoff and my brother Kieran) and was almost single handedly
pulled up the embankment by Geoff. Kieran had my sneakers and water to clean my
feet after I stripped my wetsuit off to make the quick 2 minute run back to the
bikes in T1. Leaving my wetsuit and sherpas behind with a “that’s what I pay
you for” smart ass comment I hustled to my bike.
T1: Vaughn Woods State Park, South Berwick
ME
The usual –
socks, bike shoes, helmet, sunglasses, bike
The unusual –
SHERPA sunscreen help & Garmin Navigation.
Geoff sprayed me
down until I had streams of sunscreen running down my arms. Unfortunately, my
sunglasses ended up in the line of fire. They were not helpful. Ray Plouffe,
owner of Family Bike, lent me his Garmin EDGE to navigate me through the
recommended course. Being relatively new to the piece of equipment (a big no no
in racing – never try something new for a race!) I pressed the wrong button and
ended up with an immediate U-Turn before I had even left transition. Gladly, this was not an indicator of
how the race would go.
As I made my way
up the dirt road to the start of the course (cursing every second) my sherpas
were breaking down my transition site and loading up the truck preparing to
meet me at my first requested location.
Bike: 92 miles, 4:59:13, 18.5 avg speed
I had never been
so happy for my over-preparedness and the 4 hours I spent analyzing the first
10-15 miles of turns over and over days prior. The Garmin was still telling me
to make a U-Turn and required me to restart the route from my current location.
Once I was back on track with the Garmin I settled in for a long day on the
bike. I had mentally prepared myself for a day of SUCK. The course was going to
be long but not overly challenging until mile 80 when we entered Pinkham Notch
and the climb to Wildcat. Taking all of my racing years of experience into
consideration I decided to race as conservatively as possible but still put out
a solid pace. That still remained the intent when I passed the lead woman at
mile 30 but I noiticably became much more aware of my speed, form, and time
spent with my sherpas grabbing nutrition. Mile 30 marked my first designated
stop for 2 bottles of Skratch, and an unexpected pee break…in a REAL BATHROOM.
For those of you that know anything about riding and need to pee a REAL
BATHROOM is a treat! I had requested that my Sherpas be on the look out for any
porta-potties or bathrooms. There is a reason they were the BEST Sherpa team in
the race.
The majority of
the route took us along NH Route 153. A classic rolling road through many small
NH towns. We weaved our way along picturesque farm field, small lakes, and golf
courses for 60 miles until we came into Conway, NH. At a stop light several of
us, including the woman I passed earlier, stopped and struck up a brief
conversation while waiting. One race had done a handful of Ironman races,
several Doubles, and was going to attempt a Triple this coming summer. Good
Luck Dude! The Woman I mentioned has in Kona last year with me and I knew I’d
have to keep my eye on her but her ability to climb wasn’t great and I’d be
able to make my move heading into Pinkham Notch.
Mile 72 was my
second to last planned stop for fluids and nutrition. The location was clutch.
The guys were ready standing 50 yards apart to hand off stuff as I flew by. As
they came into view I starting pulling empty bottles to toss. Epic fail. It was
the worst display of athleticism. One bottle went vertical. I feared it would
land back on me. The other almost hit my brother. Recovering from that
miserable display I prepared to grab the bottles on the fly. My speed was too
fast and my hand was like a brick wall. I didn’t make the catch. I should have
just slowed down and stopped as I had done every other time. With a quick
recovery by my Sherpas I had 1 fresh bottle of Skratch in my bottle rack and
was off to catch up to the Kona lady before we hit Route 16 in North Conway.
As I predicted
the 10 mile climb to Wildcat would hurt and it would hurt those riders that
zoomed by me earlier in the race. I passed the Kona Lady. I passed the Ultra
Ironman Dude. I passed the kid who had rode like a bat out of hell from mile 1.
I stayed within myself and my gearing and settled into a cadence I knew I could
hold. There were a few short descents I took advantage of but it was a solid 10
miles of climbing that held a gradual grade the entire way. I made a tactical
decision at mile 90 to stop at my parents car as they were preparing to take
pictures and had them hold my bike so I could pee behind their car. The likelihood of porta-potties being available in T2 were slim to none and after 6
bottles of fluids I had to PEE! Needless to say they were rattled and a bit
disturbed but I really didn’t care. It was at that point I knew if I could make
it to the trailhead first I might have a good chance of taking the entire
female side of the race.
With only a few
more minute of climbing and a sweet downhill finish to Wildcat I pulled into T2
with the overall female lead and was sitting in the top 10 overall. Only a few
more miles and 1 giant hill to go.
T2: Wildcat Ski Area Parking Lot, Gorham
NH
Have I mentioned
I had the BEST Sherpas in the race? Well, I did and will be mentioned several
more times before I finish this race report. As I pulled into T2 Kieran grabbed
by bike while race staff checked my eyes to see if I could go on. I decided to
give a big smile rather than cross them to ensure I could go and sprinted to
the truck. At the truck I had a cooler as a make shift bench and a hotel towel
(sorry Comfort Inn) held down with large rocks to stand on while I stripped out
of one outfit and into another. My bag had already been checked to make sure I
had the minimal requirements to reach the summit under any condition. Geoff
filled my hydration bladder with more Skratch as I laced up my sneakers. Other
than an eye roll to my father for asking if I had a touque it was a smooth and
easy T2 that got me back on the road to Pinkham Notch and the Tuckerman’s
Ravine Trailhead in minutes.
My Sherpa’s
loaded up my bike, threw my crap in a bag and off they went to the Mt.
Washington Auto Road to greet me at the summit.
Run/Hike: 5 Miles, 2:14:47, 6288ft
elevation, 27:44 avg min/mi
This was the
portion of the race I had been dreading from the very beginning. I was born and
raised in NH and never once had I hiked Mt. Washington. I had never even gone
up the Auto Road. The fear of the unknown had weighed heavy days prior but as
the day continued to bring the most perfect weather to race in I was certain
weather would not be an issue on my way to the Summit. The only thing that
could get in my way was a miss-step or poor fueling. I vowed that I wouldn’t
let either prevent me from getting to the top, nor would I lose the overall
female position.
As I hit the
trail head and read the sign 4.9miles to the top I dropped a not so silent “F”
bomb as my legs were already starting to tell me they were tired from the 92
mile bike. I ran for maybe ¼ mile bouncing from rock to rock until I looked up
and noticed the large boulders and the dramatic change in incline. My run
turned to a steady march as I carefully watched my footing moving from rocks to
boulder and so on. I made sure to pop a few Skratch Energy chews every mile
thinking I would grab a bar at the 2 mile mark.
The climb up
Tuckermans to Lion’s Head, our plan B Summit trail, was tough. I had caught a
fellow racer and he informed me that that was nothing compared to Lion’s Head.
We took the turn and I immediately saw why. There were no longer boulders I had
to hop over and to but large rock faces I’d have to climb up. From there it was
almost all hand over hand. Every once in awhile when I needed to catch my
breath I’d take a quick look around and realize just how beautiful it. The
visibility went on for miles and all I wanted to do was sit down, eat a bar,
and take in the view, but no, it was time to move.
The trail was
packed with other hikers and I spent a lot of time being “that person” that
said, “On your LEFT!” as I scurried past. Once they realized I was part of a
race they moved over and cheered me on.
When I reached
the tree line and dared to look up I could see the weather antennas and
realized just how true the expression So Close But So Far Away really was.
There was another 2-1.5 miles worth of climbing and I was tired. My stomach was
growling. I had company from several other racers and I wasn’t going to stop
for a snack.
Somewhere between
the tree line and the Summit I started signing to myself. Maroon 5’s This
Summer is Going to Hurt Like A Mother F*&Ker quickly became This SUMMIT is
Going to Hurt Like A Mother FU*&Ker! Anything at that point to keep me
going, no matter how cheesy.
Finally the
parking lot was in sight. I could hear cheering but was still to busy watching
where I put my feet and hands and avoiding the 100’s of other hikers. As I
finally put my foot down on level ground I hear, “RUN! RUN TO THE STAIRS! CATCH
THAT GUY!” Holy hell! I wasn’t done yet. This so-called Rock Pile was up 5-6
flights of stairs (or a million for as bad as I felt). Seriously WTF. But, I
ran. I ran up 1 flight, then another, then I almost threw up so I decided it
was okay to walk. As I got to the top of the stairs more cheers came from
above. At this point it was just getting ridiculous. I had to climb yet another
friggin boulder to get to this rock pile and dodge more hikers along the way.
The finish was
more than within reach so with an angry, F UP, yell I charged ahead to the Rock
Pile. Now, if anyone has watched the video it was less than a charge and more
like a slow crawl. Regardless, I made it to the Summit.
The usual pomp
and circumstance of races of that distance and duration was no where to be seen
and I liked that. I got a medal. A few congratulatory handshakes, high fives
and hugs from my kick ass sherpas and parents, and a Coke. Sorry Health Coach.
After a quick change and randomly bumping into a few friends from years ago we
set off down the mountain. I had never been more thankful for vehicular
transportation than at that moment.
1st Overall Women, 11th
Overall Racer
69 Registered. 42 Started. 40 Finished.
I’ll conclude
with this. This was an amazing race! I lucked out and had perfect weather
making for a perfect day. My Sherpas, Geoff Sullivan and Kieran Kelly, were on
point! At the end of the day they were more tired than I was and I don’t blame
them. It’s a stressful situation to have someone’s entire race & gear in
your hands. I am incredibly grateful to have friends and family that would be
willing to give up an entire weekend to follow me literally from sea to summit.
There are
many more people that weren’t at the race that helped me find my way to the
top. Ray Plouffe and all of the guys at Family Bike for providing me with GPS
navigation and everything I needed or anticipated needing. The CPC subscribers,
who followed me via Facebook throughout the day and provided me with amazing
words of congratulations after the race. Last, but not least, my Cyclonaut
friends who I am lucky enough to train and compete with. I can’t thank all of
you enough for the continued support and encouragement you provide. I am lucky
to be able to do what I do…and do it well…but even more lucky to have such
amazing people in my life.
SK
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