Peace Out 2014!

"Success is not final, failure is not fatal: it is the courage to continue that counts." – Winston Churchill

I saw this quote on Facebook Sunday afternoon as I was pondering what to write about for today’s blog. As 2014 is quickly slipping away I can’t help but look back on the year that was. I failed and I succeeded. Doors closed and new ones opened. I pursued the opportunity of a lifetime and kicked its ass. Well, sort of. I finished in a respectable time.

Call it courage. Call it stubbornness. Call it whatever you like.

I’ve learned a lot from 2014 and look forward to what 2015 will bring. Personally. Professionally. Athletically.

I’m pretty sure that many of you are looking forward to what 2015 will bring for me as well. I received more questions of, “WHAT’S NEXT?!” than I can count. I’ve spent some time thinking about what my race schedule will look like and even had a plan laid out before the holidays rolled in. Don’t be disappointed but there are NO plans for an Ironman. You can stop asking. I want to 2015 to be about getting back to training and enjoying it. For as much as I really enjoyed training for the Ironman it felt like a job. I want to ride and run and not be as obsessed with that my pace, time, distance, as I was this year. Wishful thinking but it’s worth a shot.

Will I tell you what races I have planned?  No, not all of them. There are some things I like to keep to myself. I will tell you I want to run a marathon, race a Half Iron or two, and sprinkle in a few other endurance adventures and that’s my race schedule for the year. Just as the quote says success is not final and I’d call 2014 a success. 2015 has new goals and new successes to look forward to.

Many of you followed my journey to Kona and were kind enough to tell me what an inspiration I was to you. I was able to do something that I never thought possible. It’s your turn now. I want YOU to find something that scares you, challenges you, motivates you and COMMIT to doing it. I don’t care what it is. Maybe it’s a 10k or taking a class at CPC that you have always secretly wanted to do but haven’t found the guts to do it. Tell me. Let me HELP you reach your goals. You helped me reach mine. A new year is right around the corner. Why not dream big?! It’s not about succeeding or failing about finding the courage to do it.

Happy New Year!

SK

Making a List…

Tis the season for making lists.

Shopping Lists

Gift Lists

Grocery list

Holiday to-do lists

And if you’re a jolly ol’ elf you have a few other lists your checking twice.

As a list maker myself, I have many going at once. If I don’t write something down I’ll forget it. Plus the added bonus of checking something off makes my day feel more accomplished.

List making parallels nicely with journaling. I do not mean Dear Diary journaling. I mean tracking workouts, food, sleep, etc. There are countless apps out you can pick from to help you throughout the day but personally, I prefer the old fashion way and choose write everything down. With the exception of the last month and a half I typically track every workout. As the itch to start training returns I also need to be more on point with tracking my fueling options. I’m finding that with the holiday season in full swing I have to be incredibly mindful of what I take in. The urge to grab something sweet is there. Baked goods magically appear in the office out of the kindness and appreciative hearts of the CPC subscribers. The struggle is real.

Keeping a food journal is a great way to hold myself accountable to all of the food I have or haven’t consumed throughout the day. When training, I found it a great way to tell the story of what I ate, when I ate, and how your body responded. It also show any deficiencies that I had with hydration, certain types of foods, and macro & micronutrients. With holiday parties almost every weekend journaling is also a great way to actually see what you’ve consumed over the course of a day and stay on point with your dietary plan. It’s okay to have a treat here or there but plan ahead and structure your meals to accommodate. You’ll notice that if you diligently track your food you’ll be less likely to over indulge leaving your body, and you feeling better at the end of the day.

Give food journaling a try this week. Pay particular attention to what you’re eating, how you feel before and after each meal, as well as how your body responds when training. Don’t worry so much about precise measurements but the entirety of what you’re eating at each meal. If you find that this works well for you make the commitment to journal more precisely.     

SK

Criss-Cross Applesauce

On 3 separate occasions this week my mind was filled of images of bubbling homemade applesauce. The first came as I was grabbing my lunch out of the fridge and was staring at a ¾ full tote of apples I swore I’d eat before they got soft. The second was at dinner the other night as I was slicing into a warm pork roast wishing I could have some applesauce. The third occasion, and today’s blog title source, came from a client I was training. We were training his agility and reaction time. I asked him to sit cross-legged with his back to me. With a puzzled look he looked up at me and replied, “Oh, you mean criss-cross apple sauce?” With a roll of my eyes I said, “Sure, whatever works for you dude.” Needless to say, I was left with a craving for applesauce.

Nothing beats homemade applesauce. I can remember helping my grandmother make applesauce when I was a kid. I can’t remember the exact recipe but feel confident that it didn’t require anything more than a bag full of seconds she picked up at the local orchard, cinnamon, and water.

I have no exact recipe to give you. I pulled out the bag of Macouns I had in the fridge, along with a few other Honey Crisps and Braeburns I hadn’t gotten around to eating before turning mushy. I peeled, quartered, cored, and diced even to fill a large, heavy bottomed, pot. I filled the pot with enough water to almost cover the apples; stirred in a teaspoon of cinnamon and a generous shaving of fresh nutmeg. With the pot sitting on a medium heat I let it bubble and simmer for 2-3 hours. The liquid reduced significantly as the apples turned into chunky sauce. At this point I debated about leaving the sauce chunky or blending it. The decision was easy to make as I gave it a quick taste. Leave it chunky! It tastes like apple pie filling, but with no guilt!

As my kitchen was filled with a wonderful apple-y aroma I couldn’t resist the urge to follow through with another recipe I found while nosing around a few of my favorite blog sites. Gingerbread Granola! Seriously, Gingerbread Granola. The holidays are upon us and for many years I would spend HOURS whipping up cookies for friends. Since, my newfound dietary habits limit…wishfully eliminate, the amount of white sugar and white flour I consume, cookies are out.

Ok ok ok…I admit it. I eat cookies! I LOVE a warm gooey chocolate chip cookie and a cold glass of milk. Who doesn't!?

As it is the holiday season Gingerbread Cookies are something I look forward to. They have to be soft and chewy, not crunchy. Leave the frosting and decorations. Give me just the cookie.

In an attempt to match the gingerbread deliciousness with an oat and nut granola I was hoping I’d be rewarded. Much to my surprise I was! Let’s be honest granola does not equal cookie but the sweet and spicy combination is a much healthier alternative.

I even threw caution to the wind and food combing rules out the window and mixed the granola into the warm and bubbly criss-cross applesauce. It had the taste and texture of apple crisp. Amazingly delicious.

I found the recipe for the Gingerbread Granola at the Minimalist Baker. In fact, I’ve found a number of recipes from this site. Most recipes are vegan and gluten-free friendly, of which I am neither but enjoy the variety. This recipe makes A LOT of granola. Be sure to share with friends. Or, if you don’t have friends give them some Gingerbread Granola sprinkled over your very own batch of Criss-Cross Applesauce and you’ll be sure to get at least one. ;)

Enjoy,

SK

They’re Deadly for a Reason

I do not consider myself a particularly religious person but I would say that I am spiritual one. Understanding the difference between the two may be difficult for some but not all. There is one overwhelming aspect of religion that I grew up with and has carried with me for all my adult years. The Seven Deadly Sins. Greed, Gluttony, Wrath, Sloth, Pride, Lust and Envy. I truly believe that constant self reflection is necessary to not fall victim to any of these fatal flaws - yes they're fatal.

I want to reflect on Envy for just a moment. What is it to be envious and what is it to be jealous? I'm not saying I'm dead on, but it's my blog post so tough shit. This is the way I look at it. In my opinion, it’s not bad to be jealous. It’s not healthy to allow it to consume you but it is not good be complacent and let life pass you by. To me jealous means I care, it reminds me to push and to live everyday with my very best self forward. It's the fear that a worthy competitor will take the next stride in front of me, my lifting partner will get one more rep, or a colleague will get published before I do. To be jealous is to look at someone and WANT what they have but you COULD have it. You just weren't willing to sacrifice and go through pain to get it. It wasn't important enough for you to be uncomfortable. Do be jealous might mean you let yourself settle and accept your current situation because quite frankly you didn't give a fuck. So, what is it like to be envious?

Envy is all consuming. Envy will paralyze you with negative thoughts. Envy is to look at another person and be CONSUMED with jealousy that they are more *blank* or that they have more *blank* than you. They may have better cheek bones or thicker hair and that makes you envious of their beauty. They may have been born into a wealthy lineage or had a trust fund and you didn't. They have a genius level IQ or are the height you wish you were. Envy is to not just want but covet something that you have ZERO ability to change. The thoughts running through your mind no matter how hard you push, how badly you want something, and what you're willing to sacrifice can change that fact. THAT is envy! It is an ugly, all consuming and life altering state of mind. Be careful my friends - this is a question you may have to ask yourself more than you want to admit. "Am I jealous or?.. Oh shit! I'm envious!" Scary realization but not a dead end. We are are all blessed with amazing qualities and making sure we are thankful for our true character and what makes us beautiful is to be happy with yourself. 

I am a competitive son of a bitch and I need to reflect on that daily. As I said, I am not a religious man but I have my outlet to "pray". I have the place in MY life where I can connect inside my own head and be at peace with me.

To quote one of my favorite artists: "This is my church / This is where I heal my hurts / It’s a natural grace / Of watching young life change / It's in minor keys / Solutions and remedies / Enemies becoming friends / When bitterness ends / This is my church." He was speaking about the recording studio. I am speaking of CPC. It's not just a place of business or where I see my friends - It’s my outlet. It’s where I find MY peace. 

The realization is that we are surrounded by temptations daily that will pull us in towards those seven deadly sins. Being in touch with who you are and remain damn proud of the beautiful things you contribute to everyone else's lives will help keep you away from at least one... 

~Sully